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So do not fear, for I am with you;

   do not be dismayed, for I am your God.

I will strengthen you and help you;

   I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."

Isaiah 41:10

I'll be honest, today is a day I truly never care to repeat. I shouldn't complain because my day in retrospect to so many others would raise eyebrows. 

I get these ideas. Ideas that seem so much fun and to me actually can be relaxing. I think to myself, no problem I'll include the kids and not only will I be an awesome mom but my nephews will have fun as well. I realized something today and a lot of days when I get these crazy ideas! I realized that I missed out on just enjoying my kids and my nephews and my heart hurts. My idea backfired and it just made me more frustrated and more on edge then if I would have just gotten down and enjoyed my time with my kids and my nephews. 

I am mentally and physically drained. Thankfully, tomorrow is a new day. I learn from my mistakes and overall I have a loving and caring God who saved me, died for me, and has forgiven me. 

 "Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power."

Ephesian 6:10